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hatkirby wrote: Tue Jun 03, 2025 3:01 pm It costs me over $100 for a one-way ticket to New York and that's only an hour away and I'm not crossing a sea or leaving the country. So even 60 pounds sounds v nice! I hope that when you do have time for it that you have a great time. I liked Ireland a lot when I was there!

Yeah damn it is 35 pounds for a round trip, too! I don't know whether short haul flights should be that cheap considering it's the least efficient way to fly a plane but I'm not complaining

I'm looking forward to it! Can't wait to see your cousin and get hit in the chest with a gold ball

Good morning! The mouse came back and skittered right past my bed while I was there and I was like haha nope and slept on the couch next door again. Ugh.

hatkirby wrote: Tue Jun 03, 2025 2:16 pm Good morning! I slept a bit better last night (after watching like 10 episodes of Gossip Girl) (honestly I'm not on Lily's side rn because I really liked Ivy and Lily and Serena HATE Ivy) (it's really sweet that Ivy cared so much about CeCe and I kind of love that CeCe put her middle finger up at her real family and left an inheritance to the person that treated her better than her real family) (which was Ivy) (I knew no one was going to be able to be normal about this though) (also why are Blair and Dan dating like this seems so random) (I'm also kind of not on Serena's side rn because she's the new Gossip Girl and she's using it for her own gain and she was purposefully mean to the real Charlie and then got mad at her for retaliating) (there's been a lot of times when I've thought Serena was so sweet and bad things were just happening to her anyway, but rn I feel like she's in her villain arc).

Ok so I'm still on my bullshit and WHAT is happening in this show. Like I'm still not on Lily's side and I think it's great that Ivy got the money back because Lola is on her side now, and that Ivy wants some revenge on Lily because rn she honestly deserves it (she and Rufus got an annulment and she re-committed to her ex-husband who died and came back to life?? why is this happening?? the show made a point about how perfect they are for one another! also after all the mourning and pining that Chuck has done about his dad, his dad is finally back and he's just an antagonist now, he's fucking up Chuck's life, that's so sad) but also like WHY is Rufus sleeping with Ivy, it's so weird, like the age difference is kind of uncomfortable, she's an adult but she's like early-college age whereas Rufus is parent-of-someone-in-college age. The real fucked up age difference is Nate and his girlfiend (not a typo) Sage who are 21(?) and 17, and they say how he's not taking advantage of her because he's a good guy and even her dad is okay with this and I'm like idk man she is too young for this and it's demonstrably negatively impacting her behavior in the way that the Upper East Side always seems to infect people in this show. And like yeah Nate is a good guy and he didn't know Sage was underage at first but like it is suss that he keeps dating her (and she says at one point "it's legal I checked" and I dunno man I dunno if it even is, and even if it is I don't think this is. great).

Nooo! That mouse is menacing you star

Good morning!

I have been having such a hard time getting out of bed this past week. It's weird because it's not like I'm super tired or anything once i actually get up; i just can't get myself to sit up.

The easiest time i have had recently was when i had the weird arcade dream and got my phone out to record it right away, so i guess i just need to work on having more weird ass dreams.

BeelieveinBees wrote: Thu Jun 05, 2025 1:04 pm Good morning!

I have been having such a hard time getting out of bed this past week. It's weird because it's not like I'm super tired or anything once i actually get up; i just can't get myself to sit up.

I feel you T 0 T although unfortunately this is not a normal for me RIP. Something I find helpful is having an alarm on the other side of the room so I have to physically get up to turn it off. I also do encourage you to have weird dreams though! I kind of wish I had more nightmares like I used to where I drown in gassoline or something because now my night mares are like "everyone thinks I look stupid at the opera" RIP

Good morning!

Slept pretty okay last night! I was too busy thinking about Pokemon to have anxiety. Hell yes. Sleeping on the couch did make my back hurt though.

Bees you're probably already out of bed by now but in case you're not, I am putting candles around your bed (mentally) and calling your spirit hence (physically).

I love weird dreams. I'm not having enough of them these days. I think it's probably because my sleep has been so poor, which means having weirder dreams is a real incentive for sleeping better! Oh and all the health and energy benefits too.

✝AngelSacrifice✝ wrote: Thu Jun 05, 2025 3:37 pm I kind of wish I had more nightmares like I used to where I drown in gassoline or something because now my night mares are like "everyone thinks I look stupid at the opera" RIP

nooo you look so good at the opera i'm sure of it

Star you gotta get more sleep so you can tell me about how you're an instant alpha of a roommate

ToothPasteCanyon wrote: Tue Jun 03, 2025 2:24 pm Morning! I say at 3pm lol. I was gonna be financially irresponsible and go to Dublin because flights are!! 35 pounds!! But instead I decided to go to Bath which has a bunch of cool Roman architecture including a Roman bath (gee where did it get its name). So still a little financially irresponsible but the hotels are cheaper there lol

I have been spending a fair bit of money on weekend trips but 1, I'm paying very little rent with my grandpa and 2, I do not get a weekend if I spend it at my grandfather's, I have to wake up at 7 and he gets annoyed at me if I'm on my laptop lol. Plus I've gotten to see a lot of the UK! I've been to Cardiff, Bristol, London, Liverpool, Glasgow

Ah btw how was Dublin? Also do you have a favorite of the places you've visited so far :0?

✝AngelSacrifice✝ wrote: Fri Jun 06, 2025 12:21 am

ToothPasteCanyon wrote: Tue Jun 03, 2025 2:24 pm Morning! I say at 3pm lol. I was gonna be financially irresponsible and go to Dublin because flights are!! 35 pounds!! But instead I decided to go to Bath which has a bunch of cool Roman architecture including a Roman bath (gee where did it get its name). So still a little financially irresponsible but the hotels are cheaper there lol

I have been spending a fair bit of money on weekend trips but 1, I'm paying very little rent with my grandpa and 2, I do not get a weekend if I spend it at my grandfather's, I have to wake up at 7 and he gets annoyed at me if I'm on my laptop lol. Plus I've gotten to see a lot of the UK! I've been to Cardiff, Bristol, London, Liverpool, Glasgow

Ah btw how was Dublin? Also do you have a favorite of the places you've visited so far :0?

Oh I decided not to go! The flights were cheap but the hotels were expensive haha. I'm planning to go to Bath this weekend - it's a town with a really cool preserved roman bath!

So far I really like Liverpool! It was very chill, there were a lot of benches right by the river where you could just hang out, and it had a lot of cool museums. Fingers crossed I'll be moving there at the end of June!

Good morning! I slept in a hotel last night! It was okay except I got me that lower back pain from not sleeping with my wedge pillow. I dunno what it is with hotels but they always have a crazy pillow situation. Like tiny round pillows you have to clump together under your head. This is also the same hotel and same exact room layout as two and a half years ago when I was hiding from my roommates who had covid, and I was recovering from an apicoectomy, and writing the C-ta fic! I miss C-ta fic... [<- says this every day]

I'm playing Pokemon! I'm at 15 badges! And I'm thinking a lot about this mini project I want to work on.... A secret Pokemonny thing... As is typical for me, it started out as a normal blog post and then it got Long and Crazy. Like ME.

Tooth is going to the Bath! Actually speaking of that, my mom texted me telling me to take a shower, which is embarrassing enough, but then I heard a crack of lightning outside. Is she trying to kill me.