https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Id_0DsBctYg

I can say more about it later but my arm is killing me.
(/ω\) I think musically they are not as layered as most of the other songs on the album and I actually didn't give rollercoaster a second thought on my first listen. But! I think the melancholy of rollercoaster about feeling like the joy of being yourself is always fallowed by some kind of punishment really hits. And adult girl feels like a sequel to teen idol in a way that really gets me.
Ah I didn't think of that! Ty for showing me Bad Kidz it's so good T 0 T. Yeah and I think it's really profound to be like I'm giving up on this ideal that was once had, but you are still left with the longing for it :'(hatkirby wrote: Wed Jun 25, 2025 4:28 pm Something I really love about Adult Girl is that in literally the first line she mentions letting go of "the flower". It makes me think of Bad Kidz (EXTREMELY TOP TIER SECRET MARINA SONG, the one that I clipped out the microphone singing at karaoke that time lol although I think you weren't there for that one) where she says "if you gave us a flower, we'd sit and we'd water it" and "If I became a pretty flower, would you sit and talk to me?" There's this symbolism with her and flowers being this kind of beautiful thing that is used to control her. Bad Kidz is about being abused in your youth and being blamed for it. In Adult Girl she's asserting that she is grown up now, she can't be controlled, but that stuff still harmed her. She's an Adult who is still a Girl. I feel that so much.